The beauty of awareness
After sitting with my “I have email FOMO” post, I began to notice a much bigger underlying issue. There is an energetic consequence to all of the emails I was holding on to “just in case.”
Unconsciously, I was supporting a state of lack or scarcity. The opposite of the abundance mindset that I’ve been actively cultivating. If I believed I lived in an abundant universe, would I need to receive a boat load of emails with coupons and discounts? No. I would know that I could afford to buy what I needed when the time came. A fact has been proven repeatedly in my life. I could even go as far to say that I would be supported in finding the best price for what I needed at that time. Another fact that has also been proven multiple times now that I think about it.
If I believed I was always in the right place at the right time, would I need to a ton of emails telling me about everything that is happening at any given time? No. I have magically shown up at the right time and place for a number of amazing experiences in my life. And most times, it was the unplanned things that turned out the best! These are a big part of the reason why I hold so much love for spontaneous adventure.
The more curious I got about the emails, the more I began to realize that they were doing so much more than just overwhelming me. They were actively supporting a subconscious belief that is no longer in alignment with who I am.
That, my friend, is the beauty of awareness.
There is no need to beat myself up for subscribing to all of those emails or kicking myself for not realizing what was happening. Would you criticize a child for the time they spent crawling before they learned to walk? We are all doing the best that we can with the information we have. As new information becomes available, we can choose to make different conscious decisions going forward. If you need it, I give you permission to learn and grow. And I ask that you allow yourself to do so with love instead of judgment.
There are some tremendous shifts happening right now. People are coming into awareness about things that they are not proud of or happy with. I’ve also spoken to a number of people who are taking a deeper look at their relationships both romantically and in general (thank you Venus retrograde!).
The point that I want to make is to please be gentle with yourself. We are going through another period of reflection and introspection. You are going to be asked to look at how you show up in all sorts of relationships, including the relationship with yourself. This is part of your growth process and the work that you are experiencing is being done to align you with your highest and greatest good.